Tuesday, March 19, 2013
What Next?
Monday, March 18, 2013
Failed
On the other hand, posting things up would mean being open & vulnerable about my life, and letting people see who i really am. It takes real courage to let people see who you really are. I'm not sure whether i'm brave enough. It scares me cause i'm afraid ppl might not like who i am. Besides that, I didn't wanna fall into the trap of blogging for the attention. Sometimes, I found myself posting in order to get more ppl to read and i wanted to know if there were ppl who read it. Like they say, blogging can become an addiction that creeps up and takes over your life bit by bit, it can also apply to facebooking as well.
For sometime I stopped blogging because i didn't want what I write to not be a reflection of what i am inside, I didn't wanna be a hyprocrite. Sometimes, the things ppl blog about make others thk that their life is a bed of roses and that everything is perfect. I don't wanna sound like that or that I'm anywhere close to being perfect. That is why there was a point of time that even when everything was good & up, I didn't wanna blog about it either 'cuz it might sound like boasting or being to good to be true .Nonetheless, "As for me, may I never boast about anything except the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ." Galations 6:14
Other times, i'm just at a loss of what to write and i just don't know how or where to start.Some people may think that i think too much. Yups, maybe i do. But I don't want to post mindlessly about things. Nevertheless just as the lyrics of the song by pink goes... i'm gonna try & try again.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
DEATH
Even before this, I had already planned to write a post about death. But recent events have spurred me to write about it even more. From the death of a barely 2 years old child, to the death of a 52 year old woman a victim of a robbery, to the death of numerous people due to an unexpected bomb that exploded at the end of a marathon. No one knows why they were taken away.
Death happens all around us, death occurs every second every day all around the world. But we don't even bother to stop and mourn or be sad over the loss of a life until it affects us directly. I guess some of us just close an eye, refusing to care cuz' if they do, they would have to face the reality that they themselves would eventually have to face death one day.
Even the bible states that it is
"Better to spend your time at funerals than at parties.
After all, everyone dies—
so the living should take this to heart.
3 Sorrow is better than laughter,
for sadness has a refining influence on us.
4 A wise person thinks a lot about death,
while a fool thinks only about having a good time."
-Ecclesiastes 7:2-4-
Do we really know where we will go after death? Because the consequence of sin is death, hence all of us are doomed to the eternal fire of hell. But because God loves us so much that He sent His only son to die on the cross for our sins that we may be able to be saved.
You may wonder how could a loving God create such a terrible place as hell. Let's put it this way, say a robber killed your brother, and was sent for trial in the courts. But because God is such a loving God that He let the robber free cuz' He's such a loving God. Would that be fair? How would you feel? Therefore, because although He is a loving God, He is also a Just God, He can't condone sin. But because He loves us so much, that He sent His son Jesus Christ to come as a human to live a sinless & blameless life so that He can take our place, so that we may be saved and receive eternal life.
Would you accept Him into your life today?
Monday, February 6, 2012
Remind me
It's so easy to get lost in the thorns of life and lose our way.. I'm surprised at how easy it is to forget and take for granted everything He has blessed us with.
I was reminded once again of this poem that i wrote some time ago cuz' i knew i would forget...
Lord, I'm praying this for the future,
When times are dry and I'm far from You,
When all around me is darkness and pain,
When all I wanna do is to just give up,
Remind me of who You are Lord,
Remind me again of Your great love for me,
Remind me again and again that You are there...
Lord, I pray that You will hear my cries,
Through the troubled times and even the good times,
Your hand guided me through,
Through the ups and downs of life,
Remind me of Your Majesty,
Remind me again of Your Faithfulness,
Remind me again and again of who You are....
Remind me again Lord, for I am forgetful....
Sunday, September 4, 2011
New Beginning
6 Sacrifice and offering you did not desire—
but my ears you have opened[c]—
burnt offerings and sin offerings[d] you did not require.
7 Then I said, “Here I am, I have come—
it is written about me in the scroll.[e]
8 I desire to do your will, my God;
your law is within my heart.”
9 I proclaim your saving acts in the great assembly;
I do not seal my lips, LORD,
as you know.
10 I do not hide your righteousness in my heart;
I speak of your faithfulness and your saving help.
I do not conceal your love and your faithfulness
from the great assembly.
11 Do not withhold your mercy from me, LORD;
may your love and faithfulness always protect me.
12 For troubles without number surround me;
my sins have overtaken me, and I cannot see.
They are more than the hairs of my head,
and my heart fails within me.
13 Be pleased to save me, LORD;
come quickly, LORD, to help me.
Hence, i decided to share a little bit of my experiences and the feeling that i felt during that period of time. Nonetheless, i must warn that one should always read with discernment because what may have worked out for me may not happen the same way for everyone. That is why we must be careful not to put God in a box and limit the way He may work.